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Jan. 29th, 2004 @ 02:51 am yeah, i DO give a rats ass...
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
I've been feeling very self conscious about myself this week. Sometimes I don't know if I'm really what Lucas wants. I mean he's the first guy I really care about and he seems to care about me...and then I see him talking to Peyton and realize that they have so much in common. They like the same music, book, and who knows what else. I have no clue about that sort of stuff.
I saw him in karens cafe, sitting at a table with Peyton and her father, my heart dropped. I did end up talking to him about it though. He said he likes our differences, that really relieved me.

I think Peytons over the whole feeling like a third wheel too. She even helped me out with something for lucas, which was really cool of her.
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ummm
Jan. 22nd, 2004 @ 11:47 pm a surprise at every corner!
Current Mood: flirtyflirty
Current Music: gavin degraw
I am possibly the happiest I have ever been! Lucas is just such an amazing boyfriend. He's sweet, kind, and not too bad in bed either! haha...Ok, he's amazing! We had a couple awkward moments with Deb running in to us at the store while we were picking up condoms and whipped cream, and his Uncle Keith walked in on us...so yeah, maybe we have to be a little less conspicous?
Peyton's been acting really distant lately. She's kind of starting to worry me. I asked her if she just felt like a third wheel around me and Lucas, and she said that's what was wrong. I just don't know if I should believe her...I feel like she's hiding something. She hasn't really been talking to me much, plus she's been hanging out with tutor girl haley a lot more often. I even saw on her webcam that haley was over her house, what's up with that? They're so buddy buddy now. Haley actually seems to be a pretty cool girl though, and Nathan seems to be falling hard for her.
OH! They had open Mic night at Karen's the other night and I'm not sure what was more amazing, the fact that Peyton got Gavin DeGraw to show up and play, or that we found out that Jake has a beautiful baby girl! It's amazing that we're such a small town, and I think everyone was pretty shocked to find out that Jake was a father.
Speaking of Jake, it looks like my girl Peyton might be developing a "thing" for him. I saw some looks shared between the two of them! They would totally be a cute couple too!
I'm gonna go get some beauty sleep!
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look away
Jan. 11th, 2004 @ 01:54 am look who has a journal =)
Current Mood: rushedrushed
So, I saw Peyton got a journal and wants us all to get one. I figured I might as well, I'm sure it will lead to some great gossip, right? I think Lucas has one, it'll be interesting to read about the inner workings of his mind. I'll update more later!
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