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Apr. 22nd, 2004 @ 04:42 am (no subject)
Current Mood: bitchybitchy
my life has been a rollercoaster lately. First finding out that your boyfriend and best friend backstabbed you, then finding out you might be pregnant with his child? I had to tell him, but I needed to get my mind off of it for awhile.
I bidded on Mouth at the auction, I just needed someone, anyone to spend time with. He's actually a really nice guy, sweet...genuine..naive...I hope I didn't corrupt him too much in one night.
The end of the night came and I had to tell lucas that i was late, and possibly having his child.
We went to the doctors the next day, they called and told me i was NOT pregant. Maybe I'm a bitch, but I lead lucas on to believe that I was for a little longer. He just upset me so much by saying that maybe he wasn't the father, how could he know for sure. Sure, you cheat on me and then call me a slut.
I just want to sit here and cry, and that's what I'm going to do.
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