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Apr. 7th, 2004 @ 03:05 pm cheering
Current Mood: lonelylonely
We had our cheerleading competition. One of our girls came down with the chicken pox and I thought we were going to have to forfeit. I've worked really hard on this and every year we lose, I really wanted to win it this year. Somehow Peyton decided to get tutor girlhaley to fill in.
Then Mouth informed me that the other team was doing an awesome routine and like 4 of the other teams had our song. Mouth even showed us the other girls routine, man it was good, I wish he would have cheered with us. Peyton made a remix so we wouldn't have the same song as any of the other squads and Haley really stepped it up and did a great job. Well, we didn't win the competition =( To MY surprise, I DID get best coreography....which Mouth totally deserves half of for helping us out, even though I refuse to let him share the trophy =)
It was nice though...to forget about all of the peyton/lucas drama and get caught up in something else for a weekend. Then I saw them standing together, and it hit me like a ton of bricks. How can I forgive something like that? A so called 'best friend' would NOT do that. I just feel very alone and hurt. I hope this pain fades...
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