Everything is just such a mess. My emotions are on such a freakin' rollercoaster. One minute I'm sooo sad that I lost lucas as a boyfriend, and peyton as a best friend. The next minute I just have pure anger for both of them.
Peyton actually has the nerve to try and talk to me, does she really think telling me she's sorry is going to make it all better? She came to my house because luke's mom called her to try to find him. Yeah, he went out to the bar. Peyton and I went, just to find out that he left with some bar slut I bet. Just when I thought I had found a really nice guy, he's just like all the rest. I was so blinded by him for some reason...it's sad.
Lucas even came to my house to try to apologize for what he had done, I told him just what I thought of him too. What an ass.